Aftermath
Oh no! No no!!!!
My head spins
My mouth gets moist
My throat starts to close
The sweats dews on my face and neck
My stomach suddenly heaves upwards
Choking me with my last meal
I launch forward throwing myself over the toilet
Which lately seems to be my new best friend
My head spins wildly around in circles
Have I eaten something bad? Or gotten the flu?
Massive nausea, vomitting uncontrollably, swollen and bruised breast....
Could it be?
My mind races through the proof as I lurch myself over the toilet once more
No that can't be!
Denial, its a wonderful thing
You have to have.....
My racing mind halts to an abrupt stop
Oh my god!!
Our first time.....
Just then my stomach turns once more
This time from the realization that my "Aunt Flow" has not been to visit me since then
With the queasy feeling racing through my body, stretching itself clear to my fingers and toes I stumble as I push myself to my feet
I grab the only sure way to know the truth and rip it from its plastic
Violating it I now wait...
Tik tok, tik tok
As I stair at the stick waiting for my future
My hands begin to shake and my palms sweat
This little pea stick could change everything
My mind races to that one night
Our first and only night together
Then the evils of the world took him from me
My eyes burn from the grief
Just then I glance at the stick
My heart stops as I suck in a sharp painful breath
The one word steals my heart
And changes life as I know it
Pregnant
Crystal
July 4th 2010
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Friday, July 2, 2010
Tattoo
My stomach turns in anticipation
My heart races furiously
I can feel the sweat dewing on the back of my neck from fear
My hands are trembling and my teeth are chattering together
"Are you ready?" And he motions towards the chair
My throat closes and I nod my head....
As I step towards the knife my feet get heavy and sluggish
Here we go
Just breath, just breath I tell myself. It will be okay
Just than a scolding hot knife makes the first slice in my wrist
My breath catches as I inhale suddenly and my eyes burn
With every slice I shake more uncontrollably
Just when I think I'm going to faint the heat is gone
I look down and it is beautiful
The knife of fire was worth it
"There all finished, wasn't so bad was it?"
Crystal
July 2nd 2010
My heart races furiously
I can feel the sweat dewing on the back of my neck from fear
My hands are trembling and my teeth are chattering together
"Are you ready?" And he motions towards the chair
My throat closes and I nod my head....
As I step towards the knife my feet get heavy and sluggish
Here we go
Just breath, just breath I tell myself. It will be okay
Just than a scolding hot knife makes the first slice in my wrist
My breath catches as I inhale suddenly and my eyes burn
With every slice I shake more uncontrollably
Just when I think I'm going to faint the heat is gone
I look down and it is beautiful
The knife of fire was worth it
"There all finished, wasn't so bad was it?"
Crystal
July 2nd 2010
Our first time
Our First Time
I inhale sharply and my heart races forward
The sweat dews on the back of my neck in anticipation
Fire traces along my skin following his touch
My hands pull forward, craving the feel of his skin underneath them
A low moan escapes my lips as his tongue slides across my neck
My whole body is electrically charged as his hand move over me
Twisting in impatience I pull him to me, demanding him, making us one.
Our bodies move together as a song and dance so perfectly in tune to each other.
A slow building gathers in my stomach and warms my body.
As our bodies are entwined, my hands seek his hair
Pulling him to my lips, to taste the sweetness of his him
Just then his lips crush against mine, demanding and furious, meeting the tempo of mine.
The building in my stomach takes over my whole my body...
The boiling fire spreads to my fingers and toes burning me alive
His hands grab my hips and pull me above him
Another moan of pleasure crawls its way out of lips
His hands search until they find the core of my burning
Moving together the fire and pressure inside my body sores to a high
A moan rips from his lips and pushes me over the edge
Hand digging into his, and toes curling as my own satisfying scream tears through my lips and drowns his out
A wave of pleasure rocks my body over and over
The cooling sensation of satisfaction races through my vains smootherring the fire
I sigh in contentment as he pulls me into him and holds me.
Crystal
July 2nd 2010
I inhale sharply and my heart races forward
The sweat dews on the back of my neck in anticipation
Fire traces along my skin following his touch
My hands pull forward, craving the feel of his skin underneath them
A low moan escapes my lips as his tongue slides across my neck
My whole body is electrically charged as his hand move over me
Twisting in impatience I pull him to me, demanding him, making us one.
Our bodies move together as a song and dance so perfectly in tune to each other.
A slow building gathers in my stomach and warms my body.
As our bodies are entwined, my hands seek his hair
Pulling him to my lips, to taste the sweetness of his him
Just then his lips crush against mine, demanding and furious, meeting the tempo of mine.
The building in my stomach takes over my whole my body...
The boiling fire spreads to my fingers and toes burning me alive
His hands grab my hips and pull me above him
Another moan of pleasure crawls its way out of lips
His hands search until they find the core of my burning
Moving together the fire and pressure inside my body sores to a high
A moan rips from his lips and pushes me over the edge
Hand digging into his, and toes curling as my own satisfying scream tears through my lips and drowns his out
A wave of pleasure rocks my body over and over
The cooling sensation of satisfaction races through my vains smootherring the fire
I sigh in contentment as he pulls me into him and holds me.
Crystal
July 2nd 2010
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